Bye..

Halo agan agan ku sekalian malamm nii...

Malam malam gini gak tau mau ngepai, termenung iyakan, bengong , muka bodo abis dah..
Jadi teringat sesuatu yang berarti yang uda hilang..
hufth.
Sedih juga nih gan ke ingat terusss..

Memang betul kata orang tua ane, kita baru sadar kalo sesuatu itu berharga , BETUL BETUL BERHARGA kalo uda kehilangan ..

I've felt this, so hurts, so hard.
Sekarang cuma bisa nyesal aja nih agan agan sekalian :(
Nyesall  Nyesall dalam dah gan gan sekalian..
Kalo aja ada satu kesempatan lagi, pasti bakal dijaga dan gak bakal disia sia in.
Kek nya gak bakal bisa digantiin, betul berharga.
Tapi ane uda sakiti sesuatu yang berharga itu agan agan sekalian..
Sakit sesakit sakitnya..
Belumm perna buat senang, belum perna ngasih sesuatu yang berarti waktu ada disini dulu, dekat dulu, buat betul betul merasa dia itu berada diposisi yang semestinya..
Nyesal, yang uda ane buat selama ini uda nyakiti aja, gak perna buat senang.
Too dumb to realize..
That i shoud've given every single sweet things..
Should've gave you all my hours
When I had the chance
 Take you to every sweet place..
'Cause all you wanted to do was sweet thing to remember, to be a memory..
But now its too late..
Youre gone..
Now my baby's walking
But she's walking with another man..

When our friends talk about you, all it does is just tears me down
Cause my heart breaks a little when I hear your name
I just want to keep you off , of my mind..
Cause i cant handle this any more, you mean lot.


My pride, my ego, my needs, and my selfish ways
Caused a good strong woman like you to walk out my life
Now I never, never get to clean up the mess I made, I cant , even I really want it.
And it haunts me every time I close my eyes.

But..

Although it hurts
I'll be the first to say that I was wrong
I know I'm probably much too late
To try and apologize for my mistakes, to make it good, to make you fell like you want.
To be your side when you through your bad time..

There is nothing can i do, to make it good, to repair all of this.
Now you are walking with another.
You will gett your happines with him :)
I just can see you from far distance..
You wont see me anymore , anymore...

But i  just want you to knoww..

Now i really miss you,really really miss you..
Need you...
:)


No, you must be happy. Just it.

Good bye.


Nimessi..